User talk:Trousle

Hello I was recently banned from the Discord and I want to inquire as to the reasons as to why. I assume it has something to do with the show I was discussing and I want to preface that I DO NOT agree with the motivations surrounding Season 1 and 2 of Hetalia nor do I agree with the characters. I wasn't defending the show, I really thought I was just discussing it. I was going to leave it at that, when Cooone asked they didn't want to know more, I was going to stop, I was going to respect their space and that they were uncomfortable with that topic. I just assumed it was okay to talk about cause it's a comedy of historical figures (in Hetalia's case countries) in the way clone high is, which the server has brought up many times before.

I know that I can easily misunderstand intentions-reading emotions isn't my strong suit-but I would never attack someone based on their belief, color, belief, ect. The only people I have ever had conflicts with were the mods Shiny and Sam, and possibly Cooone and Jess (I don't know how they felt, just that they didn't like the topic). None were my intention, I never meant to start problems, I just didn't know certain things and when the Shiny and Sam responded to those things-I read it as aggressive, especially when I tried to move mine and Shiny's conversation away from others so as to not bother them but Shiney only said I was prissey for dm'ing them, even if they didn't mean to be aggressive I still don't know as it was never brought up again, and I reacted in a poor manner.

I already mentioned my interaction with Shiny above but for context on the conversations with Sam it was >I posted a screenshot of Batman brave and the bold with an alternate version of lol >Sam asks what it means >I say it means lol >A few other peoples say it means lol >A few seconds later he gets aggressive and calls me something but I don't remember, and says it was taken over by racist, which I had no idea about >I apologized, cause I truly didn't know >Sam ask where I learned that >I say memes, like gaming memes ie the community it originally popped up in where it meant "lol" >Sam says i'm either an idiot or a channer. >I ask what a channer is >He keeps pressing the matter >Someone comes to my defense "I don't believe it was malicious" >Sam snapps at them "I didn't ask you". The logs are still there, you can find it with From:sam I didn't ask you

I would like to join back in as I love talking about transformers, with the other users (mods or otherwise). At least let there be a discussion amongst mods as it felt to fast for there to have been a talk, a ban is after all a big thing and I could have been muted and have it be discussed amongst a group of mods and not let the decision rest on one person. I really respect the tfwiki for all its done, as an amazing collection of knowledge on the transformers world. And it distresses me that something I respect so greatly hates me. I truly am sorry if I hurt someone, I miss read the situation.

I'm sorry. Please apologize to Cooone and Jess on my behalf if you can't believe that I didn't mean any harm and can't let me into the discord-please let everyone know I'm sorry.