User talk:Trousle
Hello I was recently banned from the Discord and I want to inquire as to the reasons as to why. I assume it has something to do with the show I was discussing and I want to preface that I DO NOT agree with the motivations surrounding Season 1 and 2 of Hetalia nor do I agree with the characters. I wasn't defending the show, I really thought I was just discussing it. I was going to leave it at that, when Cooone asked they didn't want to know more, I was going to stop, I was going to respect their space and that they were uncomfortable with that topic. I just assumed it was okay to talk about cause it's a comedy of historical figures (in Hetalia's case countries) in the way clone high is, which the server has brought up many times before.
I know that I can easily misunderstand intentions-reading emotions isn't my strong suit-but I would never attack someone based on their belief, color, belief, ect. The only people I have ever had conflicts with were the mods Shiny and Sam, and possibly Cooone and Jess (I don't know how they felt, just that they didn't like the topic). None were my intention, I never meant to start problems, I just didn't know certain things and when the Shiny and Sam responded to those things-I read it as aggressive, even if they didn't go into as such I still don't know as it was never brought up again, and I reacted in a poor manner.
I would like to join back in as I love talking about transformers, with the other users (mods or otherwise). At least let there be a discussing amongst mods as it felt to fast for there to have been a talk (they could have muted me instead) and I would prefer it to not have been on the decision of one mod. I really respect the tfwiki for all its done, as an amazing collection of knowledge on the transformers world. And it distresses me that something I respect so greatly hates me. I truly am sorry if I hurt someone, I miss read the situation.
I'm sorry. Please, I beg you, at least know that I'm sorry. And please, apologize to Cooone and Jess on my behalf if you can't believe that I didn't mean any harm, I don't think Sam will ever believe me, and you can't let me into the discord-please let everyone know I'm sorry.
